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Saturday, March 14th, 2009
5:03 am - Thoughts
Just stop fucking judging me because I talk about my past..... it affects my fucking life because it made me the person I am......

I'm sick of being judged for who I was, and where I was a couple months ago.......

I'm not dwelling.. I'm talking about it... like I'm fucking supposed to.......... why is this a problem....... why do I feel like an asshole for bringing it up.......

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Monday, April 14th, 2008
6:55 pm - Hey everyone...
Check this out... I love it, it's definitely awesome! :D

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Sunday, March 30th, 2008
7:44 pm - Talk about living in the past...
I haven't even thought of Livejournal in ages...

Hell, I probably don't even have any friends on here at this point, hahahaha...

Hi... I'm in Iraq, been since October...

Not much else to say... hope all is well out there in the world.

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Tuesday, December 11th, 2007
6:33 pm - Sometimes...
I just want to shoot someone. It just rings in my ears, with insanity...

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Tuesday, June 26th, 2007
5:04 am - Inspiration at last...
What is it that makes the world tick.

I walk alone in the darkness of night, wind blowing gently through my hair and across my body. The sky bright with stars and a moon of almost full, the shadows cast upon the grey earth I walk upon. Creatures of the night stirring in the woods surrounding, sounds of chirping and rustling in the brush. Footsteps echoing heavy against open pavement, in a lot filled with all but nothing. As the darkness begins to lighten, as time grows early, the morning dew sets in softly, iridescently across the grass and tree. A light fog lingers just above my brow. Inspiration strikes a high point when the wind rushes through me sending chills throughout my entire body, and I begin pondering the very earth I walk. The very still set world around me, as I spin in a circle. Grazing only one small portion of the world, I stand wondering who else, who else stands before the night sky gazing as I do. Keeping a still, my eyes close and take in the beautiful sounds of silence for a brief moment. Being alone, being at peace, being dumbfounded by the mere everyday events which most take little to no attention towards. Alas, the clouds begin accumulating over the stars, as the sun begins to emerge from the eastern fronts. The dim color of the clouded sky begins brightening, as I pace myself towards no direction at all. Only the road before me judges where I'll end, and where I'll begin again. Taking for granted nothing in the moment, I take a last breath, before ascending into a deep meditative state to solitude. Beyond this lay nothing but a ray of hope, drowning in a ray of warmth by a break in the clouds which once concealed the glowing ball. And in this moment, I awake myself only to find, nothing has changed, and I stand motionless in the same spot. For that moment alone, the world around had slowed down, but I moved so quickly through it, it bewildered me to think it had only been a blink of an eye.

current mood: creative

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Sunday, December 24th, 2006
6:56 am - Outstanding.
Merry x-mas you fucks...

to all the people I hate, to all the people that don't talk to me, to all the people who think they're something big and tall when they're nothing, for nothing... for no one.

Fuck you all, and to all a horrible night. yaaaaaay.

current mood: aggravated

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Friday, December 1st, 2006
12:25 am
Outstanding ... I'm at work... yay.


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Saturday, November 25th, 2006
6:32 pm - GREEN with REDISH/BROWN in the CENTER. hahahaha
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1:48 am - Listened to the words to this for the first time... how funny... hahahaha
Honey why are you calling me so late
It's kinda hard to talk right now
Honey why are you crying is everything okay
I gotta whisper cause I can't be too loud
Well, my girls in the next room
Sometimes I wish she was you
I guess we never really moved on
It's really good to hear your voice saying my name
It sounds so sweet
Coming from the lips of an angel
Hearing those words it makes me weak
And I never wanna say goodbye
But girl you make it hard to be faithful
With the lips of an angel

It's funny that you're calling me tonight
And yes I've dreamt of you too
And does he know you're talking to me
Will it start a fight
No I don't think she has a clue
Well my girls in the next room
Sometimes I wish she was you
I guess we never really moved on
It's really good to hear your voice saying my name
It sounds so sweet
Coming from the lips of an angel
Hearing those wordsa it makes me weak
And I never wanna say goodbye
But girl you make it hard to be faithful
With the lips of an angel

It's really good to hear your voice saying my name
It sounds so sweet
Coming from the lips of an angel
Hearing those words it makes me weak
And I never wanna say goodbye
But girl you make it hard to be faithful
With the lips of an angel
(And I never wanna say goodbye)
But girl you make it so hard to be faithful
With the lips of an angel
Honey why are you calling me so late

current mood: amused

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Friday, November 24th, 2006
2:11 am
Ever wonder what someone's really thinking about you?

Though I wish I was, I'm not a mind-reader... if I could hear what everyone I felt the need, was thinking, that'd be outstanding...

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Sunday, November 19th, 2006
5:47 am - Is this for me, or what... Check this one out...
Sunday, November 19, 2006
Scorpio (Oct 23 - Nov 21)
Things may unfold now at an increased rate, signaling the onset of great changes. You have waited long enough; this is your time for spiritual and emotional renewal. Remember that endings are as important as beginnings, so be prepared to let go of anything that is holding you back. Don't worry; just make room for what the currents are now carrying your way.

Now... for people who know what's going on in my life... which of course, on here, is ONE person, hahaha... but is this not me or what!??!

Hm... makes me think... :( I don't like thinking, it makes me sad. And angry... and grr... and EVERYTHING BAD.

Anyways... I guess this is goodnight...

current mood: I feel very alone... :(

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Friday, November 17th, 2006
1:14 am - Ahaha...
Apparently no one cared, lmao... anywho...

I could use a hug tonight, not for any bad reasons, just because.

I think that I could always use a hug, maybe because I have serious mental issues, but that's beside the point. I still need a hug.

Give hugs!

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Sunday, October 29th, 2006
5:57 pm - Hello.
I have nothing to say, really, except of course the fact that I have nothing to say.

current mood: sad

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Saturday, October 28th, 2006
12:09 am - Paranoid Stalking.
I can't wait till Halloween/MY BIRTHDAY! muahahaha. Oh the bars will be filled, with me of course... hahaha...

Anywho, I just wanted to say hello on this lovely journal that I hardly ever write in... :) Adios!

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Sunday, October 22nd, 2006
8:32 pm
I am miserable. 100% absolutely fucking miserable.

I want to disappear. I want to die.

Twisted, it is. I was so happy yesterday, and I feel like I lost myself somewhere in a day.
I give up though, I naturally assume nothing is going to turn out like I want it to, and so this really shouldn't make me so miserable.
Sight, is a beautiful thing though. The feeling I got yesterday, despite all the misery I suffered during the day yesterday, that feeling means so much to me, and I wish I could have it all the time. Just the feeling, without regret, without pain, without torment. I smiled yesterday, and meant it. I haven't smiled in a long time...

Thank you very much for yesterday, really. You made me realize how happy I should be, and how not even close I really am. You being my friend again, makes me happy, I never thought a friend could make me that happy. But thank you. :)

current mood: uncomfortable

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Friday, October 20th, 2006
3:26 am - Oh the boredom...
Work = fucking god damned boring horrible night.

This is more and more depressing as time goes on.

My birthday is very soon, very very soon... very very very very soon.

12 more days... woot.

current mood: depressed

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Friday, October 13th, 2006
12:19 am
Well... I guess I haven't been here in a while...

So, I don't know what to say, or where to go with this...

Hope that life finds your well...



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Friday, July 28th, 2006
5:16 am - Clouds overhead...
I foresee, a not-so-bright future for myself. But, I'm trying.

It is early yet, but, I feel the change is coming.

How's everyone? By everyone, I mean anyone... I'm not certain I have friends, at least not on here. Then again, what makes a friend a friend... then again, what makes me so sure I have friends outside of here?


In my words, you will find the light, with my light, you will see the way.
Through the shadow, my tears drip, through my tears, my hopes have fallen.
Away from myself, I can project, through my projection, I can see you.
Seeing you, is my brightest day, my brightest day, is being with you.
We're in the mist, hiding under the falls, as the sky falls, here you stand tall.
My savior my love, will we meet again, on the long road again, lost without you.

Although, I don't feel it is the end of my writing, I cannot write anymore. I feel, it is not to me to finish the line, but for someone else.

Thank you for reading, it's truly appreciated, regardless of words spoken or not.


current mood: exhausted

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12:34 am
Sorry, I must have died.

Fell off the face of the planet for a while, but, hello!

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Sunday, July 9th, 2006
11:35 pm - Into the night...
And another evening spent, to you all who have friended me... I hope for everyone's well being, and health. I'll see you soon.


To all, be well.

current mood: calm

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